Tuesday, February 26, 2008

My open apology 2 Jay-Z




Dear Hov,

Although you are the God-mc, I am pretty sure u arent aware of my love/hate (no homo) feelings toward you. In the past there have been times where u made buisness decisions that have pissed me off, and there are times where you make joints like "Song Cry" that stays on repeat on my iPod. Let me clarify a lil bit...

That shit you pulled off where u became the President of Def Jam, but also acquiring the primary ownership of Roc-a-Fella record, causing your longtime buisness partners Dame Dash and Kareem Biggs and whoever else jobless, that shit was mad foul. I was hot. It essentially became the break of a "dynasty" of what most of the Roc fans would call the label. It was never the same. The Diplomats left, you made rocawear crapawear, you left Kanye in a rock and a hard place position where he had no choice but 2 stay under your wing, knowing all the while he was Dame's project. I would never forgive u.

As I continued on wit my frustration towards you, a certain rapper that was once on your roster started 2 attack you. And quite frankly, I loved every second of it. That rapper was one of my faves, Cam'ron, and when he came out wit those 2 disses on u on that fateful day I was cheering for joy. Everyone knew yall didnt like each other anyway, and it was just a matter of time before Killa fired off. But boy "oh boy" (no pun intended), it was a failed effort. You barely even replied, making Cam lookin like a lost barking dog in a abandoned yard. Without even saying his name, the most notable line that seem to shut up Killa Cam was the "only time u went plat my chain was on ya neck" u fired toward him. That pretty much deaded it. One shot kill.

Once u kind of brushed off that half ass beef, I kinda noticed or figured out rather, that Cam was just a mere pawn of your once buisness partner, now bitter foe, Dame Dash. It was so obvious that Dame pushed Cam to diss u, because Cam didnt have a legit reason 2 go at u imo. Rocafella fans know that like Kanye, Cam and the Dipset was another project of Dame's. Both Platinum acts @ your label, maybe one of the successful acts that u were'nt exactly proud of. It then hit me that I purchased Hard Knock Life, The Dynasty Album, The Blueprint and others of ur albums, way before I even knew who Cam was. And besides, I dont know Cam, never met the guy so why was I siding with him. Oh wait, I did meet him, Juelz and Jimmy @ the fox hills mall back in like 03, but that aint the point.

Anywho, let me stop dragging on and on. I'm sorry big homie. I'm sorry for turning on u like that. I'm sorry I kept using that "jay-z bites other rappers all the time" line @ your hardcore fans. I'm sorry I burned Blueprint 2. I'm sorry I dont have Reasonable Doubt and don't know where it is. I'm sorry for clownin on u at lunch at school and then when its time for class I turn on blueprint 1 on my iPod. I'm sorry I fantasize about your girl from time 2 time. Sorry for the frontin, sorry for the clownin, sorry for everything. I'm sorry I wont and cant label you the best of all time, but I will label you for ONE of the greatest. And I'm sorry you probably arent going 2 be able 2 read this! Ha! (man i gotta get this blog jumpin)

Sincerely your fan,
Kiyoshi

Leave yall thoughts!

11 comments:

T_beenitsince_87 said...

If you aint bout the silliest... it was very exciting reading about the love hate relationship you and Jay share... and i def didnt know that Kanye was wassanames project... entertaining annnnd informative me likey

Anonymous said...

Ki that made me laugh a couple times in class and now people are looking @ me strange! Lol I love it tho, if I could send this 2 him myself I would it in a heartbeat just for you...

Anonymous said...

Wow. So when can we expect your apology to Nas?

Anonymous said...

Jayz is ugly

killa_ki said...

@ YouKnowWhoItIiiiiiiiiiis:

Fuck nas

Anonymous said...

LOL about time you got your mind right...jayz=goat hands down,but i agree fuck nas....

Anonymous said...

its ok my son. the god emcee forgives u

Anonymous said...

HOV IS SO WACK!!!! Fuck Jay-Z All Day...Never Liked Him, Never Will...And U Know It's Jason lol...Fuck Jay-Z(Ether)...Fuck Nas Too For Bitchin Out And Signin With That Nigga

Anonymous said...

cmon now about time. No matter what Jay deserves his respect personal opinions aside because if you dont atleast respect him your a hater as simple as that!!! Glad you came to your senses.

Anonymous said...

How do you not have reasonable doubt????? (great read btw)

Anonymous said...

yoshi I am impressed. keep it up bro