My open apology 2 Jay-Z

Dear Hov,

Although you are the God-mc, I am pretty sure u arent aware of my love/hate (no homo) feelings toward you. In the past there have been times where u made buisness decisions that have pissed me off, and there are times where you make joints like "Song Cry" that stays on repeat on my iPod. Let me clarify a lil bit...

That shit you pulled off where u became the President of Def Jam, but also acquiring the primary ownership of Roc-a-Fella record, causing your longtime buisness partners Dame Dash and Kareem Biggs and whoever else jobless, that shit was mad foul. I was hot. It essentially became the break of a "dynasty" of what most of the Roc fans would call the label. It was never the same. The Diplomats left, you made rocawear crapawear, you left Kanye in a rock and a hard place position where he had no choice but 2 stay under your wing, knowing all the while he was Dame's project. I would never forgive u.

As I continued on wit my frustration towards you, a certain rapper that was once on your roster started 2 attack you. And quite frankly, I loved every second of it. That rapper was one of my faves, Cam'ron, and when he came out wit those 2 disses on u on that fateful day I was cheering for joy. Everyone knew yall didnt like each other anyway, and it was just a matter of time before Killa fired off. But boy "oh boy" (no pun intended), it was a failed effort. You barely even replied, making Cam lookin like a lost barking dog in a abandoned yard. Without even saying his name, the most notable line that seem to shut up Killa Cam was the "only time u went plat my chain was on ya neck" u fired toward him. That pretty much deaded it. One shot kill.

Once u kind of brushed off that half ass beef, I kinda noticed or figured out rather, that Cam was just a mere pawn of your once buisness partner, now bitter foe, Dame Dash. It was so obvious that Dame pushed Cam to diss u, because Cam didnt have a legit reason 2 go at u imo. Rocafella fans know that like Kanye, Cam and the Dipset was another project of Dame's. Both Platinum acts @ your label, maybe one of the successful acts that u were'nt exactly proud of. It then hit me that I purchased Hard Knock Life, The Dynasty Album, The Blueprint and others of ur albums, way before I even knew who Cam was. And besides, I dont know Cam, never met the guy so why was I siding with him. Oh wait, I did meet him, Juelz and Jimmy @ the fox hills mall back in like 03, but that aint the point.

Anywho, let me stop dragging on and on. I'm sorry big homie. I'm sorry for turning on u like that. I'm sorry I kept using that "jay-z bites other rappers all the time" line @ your hardcore fans. I'm sorry I burned Blueprint 2. I'm sorry I dont have Reasonable Doubt and don't know where it is. I'm sorry for clownin on u at lunch at school and then when its time for class I turn on blueprint 1 on my iPod. I'm sorry I fantasize about your girl from time 2 time. Sorry for the frontin, sorry for the clownin, sorry for everything. I'm sorry I wont and cant label you the best of all time, but I will label you for ONE of the greatest. And I'm sorry you probably arent going 2 be able 2 read this! Ha! (man i gotta get this blog jumpin)

Sincerely your fan,
Kiyoshi

Leave yall thoughts!

Sad..

I kno yall all heard about sean taylor.. That mess was messed up like fa real.. I feel sorry for his family..

On another note, I'm pretty excited about this mayweather-hatton bout comin up... I mess wit mayweather but this cracker hatton is kinda wild..

And whassup wit the lakers? They were off 2 a strong start now they're 9-8 I believe... not coooool.. That's that inconsistency I was talkin about.. Lets hope kobe keeps his cool

Kiyoshi in the neighborhood

So.. I'm listenin 2 the radio in my cubbie as I always do @ work. Apparently next week tuesday is a big music day. Big boy asked "If u had $20 2 spend on either Jay-Z, Cassidy, or Chris Brown cd this coming tuesday (Nov. 6), who's do you buy? Call us up rite now. 1888blahblah"

So I'm like eh might as well call prolly won't get thru like always. So I pick up the fone and dial the number.

[Busy signal]

I press redial

[Ring (I'm thinkin ok its ringin but I've heard it ring b4 so I didn't think nothin of it)........ ring.......... ring.......... ring....]

Lady: "Big Boy's neighborhood"

Me: "Umm I'm calling 2 answer the cd question"

Lady: "Ok whos cd r u buying?"

Me: "jay-z"

Lady: "Ok hang on Kiyoshi"

Then I hear the fabolous ft tpain song. I notice they playin on the radio also and the song is like 15 secs ahead on the phone

Waitin for the fab song 2 finish...

Then...

Big Boy: "Big boys neighborhood if u had 20 bukks who do u spend ur money on this tuesday" [doorbell sound] we have somebody in the neighborhood who's this?"

(Ok they didn't even tell me that I was goin on the air...)

Me: "uhhh Kiyoshi"

Big boy: "Kiyoshi in the neighborhood this mornin, Kiyoshi u have 20 dollars who's cd r u buyin on tuesday?"

Me: "o Jay-Z no doubt about it "

Big boy: "Kiyoshi says Jay-Z no doubt about it ladies and gentlemen. Kiyoshi that's a hell of a name by the way"

Me: "hahaha (fake chuckle) thanx"

Big Boy: "ok who else do we have in the neighborhood this mornin [ding dong]........

And that was it. Because of the 15 sec delay I got to hear myself on the radio.. No I didn't win anything (not yet), no I didn't shout u out. And a few ppl called me and told me they heard me.. All this did was give me confidence 2 get thru the lines and win those jay-z tickets... hehehe